There’s absolutely nothing you aimed to become now or in the future that someone has became just exactly that in the past. The place you are struggling day and night to go is the place some people are coming from, learn from them. I support anyone who try to do thing in a right way but I disagree with them if they are not quick with it. God grace is sometimes far away from whoever that is desperate. Desperation can only bring to you the desires of your heart but will never assist you furthermore. Fame is like a cup of powder in an open space, wind shall blow it away at a time someone needed it most. Appreciate God always because he is our true success, call on him and he will make you his pride. Stop lobbying for fame or favour from any man, be peaceful within yourself, allow life to act it part in you and never give up.