Any religion that does not give you freedom to happiness is not a good religion. It is not good for you because it is created by man to enslaved you. No one instructed the old Christian to die for their faith in Christ Jesus, they did so because they know what they stand to gain after life. They died in unity and unstoppable happiness from their heart hoping to see God in his glory. Your happiness is much important to God than your miserable situation, you have to be strong for your faith to work for you. “Faith without hope cannot trigger God to action”. I believe so much in the religion of hope, faith and charity what about you?